break ups...

This is the fourth break up I hear for the two months...my gal fren runnin for a listenin ear...as she sobbed & sobbed all I cld do was say little to make her feel better---- to her, her world has crushed.

Ioften wonder how the love that was all so glorious once...can juz disppear...can turn into hate...then wasn that an "unpure" love from the beginning? arent love and relationships something so divine...that one is to treasure it so much...and make it work despite all problems. sometimes a little give in is all it takes...doesn it? Maybe I am juz the unexperienced one..bt if he happens to be my loved one that wont he be soo treasured ...so much sooo important? so why wld there be hate....miserable-ness? why wld do problems go unsettled?

Though then I think being by yrself...nt lettin anyones actions and words define ur moods is the best thing . where u can be so free---not bothered abt a thing is the world...where u can shower all yr work with care and concern.....sometimes U juz feel like runnin away from it all dont u? bt u cant.

well I see the clock tickin away nearin to my my stuppiddd deadline....as I live in my fairy tale as my fren label it where I have got one and the only luv episode in my life.....50 years down the road he still remains my luved one...somehow I refuse to believe that only exists in fairy tales. it doesn rite?