the.unknowns

today.was.a.scary.day....its.not.his.fault.at.all....sometimes.i.wish.we.were.frens...i.think.things.will.be.so.much.better..happier
if.we.were.frens....maybe.he.wldnt.have.avoided.my.calls...
maybe.he.wld.haf.been.there....
maybe.i.wld.have.felt.better....

bt.as.things.happen...most.times...i.think.i.am.the.wrong.one.....not.the.rite.one.
i.am.sure.theres.someone.out.there.with.a.perfect.family-not.the.ones.who.strive.to.survive
i.am.sure.theres.someone.whos.more.understanding-not.the.one.who.cries.all.the.time.and.uses.harsh.tones.
i.dont.even.feel.like.blogging.any.more..i.give.up

i.hate.my.life...the.contant.pain....the.contant.living.and.dying........the.constant.uncertain-nities

why.am.i.here?what.purpose.do.i.serve?