Yesterday’s.conversation.made.some.sense…
Bt..i.wonder.now…should.we.have.expecations.about.ur.special.someone….
Coz.initally.i.did…and.thats.why.i.was.so.apprehensive.about.saying.those.threewords….
Because.i.wanted.to.say.it.a.special.someone….the.only.special.someone…
i.knew…there.were.so.many.things.between.us.that.wont.work.out…i.knew….
but.ur.constant.words.made.feel.like.everything.can.be.worked.out…everything….so.I.came.to.internalise.that…but.suddenly.one.fine.afternoon…i.was.told…it.cant.be..worked.out…..certain.things.cant.be.worked.out….maybe.thats.why.i.feel.very.helpless…wat.if.i.still.think.it.can.be.worked.out?


but.i.know...u.cant.force.people.to.work.things.out…u.cant.force.people.to.love…i.meant.love.in.the.romantic.sense….somethings.u.have.to.accept..i.realised…u.cant.do.anything.about….

and.if.i.really.had.a.defined.version.of.love…i.wldnt.have.loved.someone.whom…i.never.immediatly.saw.a.future.with…and.i.would.have.waited.for.the.guy.whom.i.ideally.wanted..coz..in.that.sense..wouldnt.it.be.more.likely.that.love.will.be.sucessful.till.the.end.coz..thats.wat.the.final.love.is.abt.rite…finding.the.more.approriate.person?...so.then….maybe.a.defined.love.is.a.less.hurtful.love?

dono..bt.as.i.realised..i.shouldnt.think.about.love…love.is.suppose.to.be.felt..and.not.thought.abt.i.guess…
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Half.of.you.all.say..”wat.in.the.world.is.wrong.with.u..u.are.still.thikning.abt.that.hopeless.love?...the.love.that.never.had.a.future”…u.all.wld.say….…”u.are.hot.and.all..u.can.easily.get.someone.else”…i.know..i.can…bt.thats.not.the.point.my.dears….coz..thats.not.wat.i.think.love.is…that’s.not.wat.i.want.love.to.be..….

Who.knows.wat.is.right.and.wat.is.wrong..who.determines.them?

But.if.it.is.the.norm.to.love.many.people.and.get.hurt.and.eventually.find.the.rite.one..then.maybe.i.cant.change.the.norm…i.have.to.accept.it…and.become.part.of.it…..

i.hope.one.day.i.will.be.able.to.come.out.and.say…all.these.experiences.have.shaped.me.to.become.a.person..like.how.everyone.says…for.now..i.will.have.to.instill.the.conversation.yesterday….and.go.with.the.flow…I.have.to……coz.lifes.like.that.