I hate what you do to me
I hate what you do to me
I hate saying no to you yet secretly hope that you will appear somewhere somehow
I hate having to see someone’s name on my inbox when I hear the sms tone of my handphone
I hate not being able to tell you how much I miss you
I hate not being able to run up to you and give u a big hug when I catch you waiting under my block
I hate saying bye to you at the end of phone conversations and waiting anxiously for your next one
I hate not being able to tell you any of these
For I fear,
I fear one day you will not be near me
I fear your folks will find out one day and they’ll be unhappy and you’ll be unhappy
I fear my folks will say no coz you are younger and coz u smoke
I fear the disappointed tears in my mum’s eyes when she sees the pictures the PI will take
I fear hurting another friend that I don’t even dare put this blog entry up.
I hate what you do to me
I hate saying no to you yet secretly hope that you will appear somewhere somehow
I hate having to see someone’s name on my inbox when I hear the sms tone of my handphone
I hate not being able to tell you how much I miss you
I hate not being able to run up to you and give u a big hug when I catch you waiting under my block
I hate saying bye to you at the end of phone conversations and waiting anxiously for your next one
I hate not being able to tell you any of these
For I fear,
I fear one day you will not be near me
I fear your folks will find out one day and they’ll be unhappy and you’ll be unhappy
I fear my folks will say no coz you are younger and coz u smoke
I fear the disappointed tears in my mum’s eyes when she sees the pictures the PI will take
I fear hurting another friend that I don’t even dare put this blog entry up.
I hate what you do to me
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