Afraid

Suddenly I feel so afraid
Sometimes I dono if I am doing the right thing
Sometimes I dono wat he is feeling
Most of the times I wanna ask him
But I am afraid of the answer
But for how long can I be afraid?
Temporary happy-ness doesn do much
I shld have known now

How can I ever live without a peaceful mind?

I will ask him
I mean I will try to ask him
In about three weeks time.