Lonely

I am so lonely.

I have occupied myself so crazily over the months. Almost every other minute with other stuff. So that I wont think about my hurt.

But I dono why do I still go to bed crying everyday and waking up crying every single day.

There are so many people around me but I still feel so lonely.

Lonely in a crowd. That’s almost like an oxy-moron.
Now that my family have gone to india.
Even the crowd at home is gone.
It feels even worse now.
Coz now I don’t have hide my tears.
I can just cry all the time without anyone asking me why.
That’s exactly what I have been doing.
The insides of me feel damn empty and sore.

Why am I such a loser?