I.dont.feel.it...but.i.guess.i.am.not.suppose.to.

Hmmmm
i.am.trying.to.balance.



like.to.get.used.to.
the.way.everything.is.
its.juz.that.i.dont.really.know.wat.it.is.

sometimes.i.feel.cared.for..sometimes.i.dont
sometimes.i.feel.loved...sometimes.i.dont

am.i.even.suppose.to.be.feeling.that.way?
i.dont.know.

if.words.are.expressions.of.it
then.why.isnt.the.rest?

hmm...maybe.i.shldnt.bother.abt.any.of.this
bt.i.dont.want.to.seem.like.i.am.not.putting.in.the.effort...
maybe.it.doesn.even.make.a.difference..that.i.do
maybe.thats.not.even.wanted.

sometimes..i.really.wish.to.see.him.over.the.weekend...like.even.it.is.for.thirty.mins
maybe.i.am.asking.for.too.much
maybe.he.doesn.have.to.coz..there.is.nothing.going.on.

sometimes.u.really.wish.u.know.wat.the.other.person.is.thinking...
it.really.will.make.alot.of.things.simplier.

maybe.
"One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me And your kiss wont make me weak"

bt.i.guess.in.the.world.full.of.maybes...
i.need.to.remain.sane
so.i.am.off.for.the.day
in.the.hope.of.having.all.the.maybes.disappear.