=(

i feel like crying now.
i miss him terribly as much i hate him for what he has done to me
it kills me to know that i will never hear him sing on the phone
never hear him burb
will never get to watch movies with him
will never get to see him go to sleep on the phone.
i wanna tell him so many things...bt he is not around.
why dudey
why did you have to decide to go away from me?
cldnt we have spoke abt it and worked something out...
i need you i miss you