If only I could understand some things...

It was so easy for you to say..."If I had lead you on, I am sorry" wasnt it? well of coz it was me who was with the hope...It was me who thought everything was there. It was U who used words such as "sweetheart", "sweetie". It was U who asked me if "I missed u first" It was U who took me out on a date. Maybe these were the things U do on a normal basis...to everyone. Maybe it was for return for some favour done.Maybe these things meant nothing to do U. BUT it did to me. It made me happy for the past six months. So now u think I deserve someone better...It didnt occur to u way before all these started that I would deserve a better someone did it? Now I am supppose to remain the same. To be wat I was before. so easy to say rite? Sometimes the feelin of runnin away from it all is just to tempting. To run away as though nothing happened. But then again I dun think I would be able to do that. so I shall remain the same..though I am pretty sure It would hurt if nt now....then later.
why do people say things when they dun mean them? why do the listeners foolishly listen to them? why? oh why?