emotions

dint i tell u i will make a bad companion? any thing more than a fren?

i see it all happening again.
at the moment i dont know what i am to do
I am just tired. emotionally.

sometimes i think u are way too much

yeah i am sorry i dont club
i am sorry if that makes me un interesting...
i am sorry if that makes me unbalanced. ...

bt guess wat? i am gona remain that way! i dont care wat u think or feel but i think its perfectly normal not to drink and club. and if u cant accept me for who i am. I am sorry dude. take care.


ps: at the end of the day u know i am not the superfiscal one...you look around urself dude....hear wat you tell the people around and see who u call cool or whom u hate. and i think my friends are perfectly fine for they have hearts made of gold. just get away dude. for now. thank u.

frens. i miss them.

okie i juz felt like writing something abt you guys

*of cindy,jasrin & holly
the wedding meet up was great! and i know cindy is gona leave for swizz soon I hope I can meet up with u gals one more time before she leaves. Its been 5 yrs since we left poly and we were all so very close then. I guess time flies and distance happens. Then again I love it when we all meet up to share stories! It so feels like the old days......Jasrin checking on me if i drink enuff water, you gals wondering when I will ever get attached and trying to get me match made every other time, or advising me on taking care of myself. bleah. I feel so baby-ed all the time. but thankies gal. love u all. I know u all want to attend my wedding bt erm you all have gota wait man :P

*of Elan
Dude I am glad you called tat day. I am happy that we are at least in contact though our conversations do feel kinda weird but I guess it is jus the starting and it will all disappear the soonest. I hope. BTW DRAM stands for dynamic RAM not digital RAM so much for an engineering student eh :P


*of Ashvin
Hey dude I love you so much as a fren! I think you are really great in the sense that you really care for your frens and I am amazed at your ability to check on everyday and make sure that we don’t leave out anybody’s birthday. So very sweet. But I know you are kinda mad at me that I don’t hang with you guys at clubs. Erm but I just don’t feel good lying to my parents then going clubbing (though I lie and stay out the nite coz I think I am at a safe, decent place so its fine but I know you don’t buy this) so I will join you guys clubbing. One day k?

*of Siva
I know I haven been able to chat with you on the phone nowadays and alls. Sorry when you called yesterday I was half sleeping :P but really dude I miss you like crazy! You are like so very fun to hang out with me man! And I know u really care! And I know I owe you so many outing and pressies. Bleah. Soons k? but thanks dude for just being around. And I am not so great as you think I am. There are a lot of goodie gals around too (for some reason I still can’t accept that any girl is evil) and so I am not so special after alls. Hee. You really amaze me with knowing how exactly I feel even if I don’t tell u or I lie. Noone ever reads me that accurately. Kinda eerie actually…hehe and yeah ability to remember everything that I tell u…something as so minute as the place I went to do my nails or the phone my sis is having. WOW. And thanks for taking my bro shopping and hanging out with him! Miss u dude. Can’t wait for my exams to end to hang out with uuuuuuuuuu!
Ps: I am not a baby so u don’t have to take care of me like that! Bleah. I promise I will put myself above others. And I hope u do the same dude. I am kinda worried about u!

*of Priya
Noone can ever ever ever replace you man. All the four yrs, the joy laughter, support and everything u provided me with. till today I think noone can care for me the way you did and do. There is juz too many stuff to write about you and I know u will frown at me for not working on my strat report so I shall do thatyyyyyyy. I love U so very much. I hope we are tis close forever babeeeee!

I am gonee to do my work

i dono why

I dono why i am sad when u are sad....
I dono why it bothers me when u dont sleep enufff
I dono why i am hurt when u are hurt....
I dono why it bothers me when u are not feeling well
y?

okie. i kinda feel helpless now.....and i dont really know wat to do. erm and i hate it. i think something is bothering u bt u did promise so maybe there is nothing....why then do u sound so disturbed..maybe i am juz overly exaggerating......then why cant i sleep now?

hear what i'm not saying

someone's thoughts go wherever you go.
someone will never forget the hours spent since we first meet.
life is richer and sweeter by far for such a sweetheart as you are.
my constant prayer will be that God will keep you safe for me.

hey we arent shallow...

Q: How much does a man’s physical appearance count in charming a woman?

A: Women value men who take care of themselves, just as men admire the same in women. If he eats well, exercises, and takes a little time to think about what he is wearing, it shows he has self-respect and honors the body that was given to him. The subtext of this behavior is: “I like myself enough to present myself well and make sure I have the energy to live life to the fullest.”

okie i read this off from the msn website..in wat a women want in a man...and yeah i juz seem to agree with this...so u all men when we tell u take care of yourself..this is wat we or I perfectly will mean.