Friday, June 09, 2006

you cant price everything...

For some reason I feel very unsettled. I do not like the idea of having someone mad at me.At all.Coz I hardly make anyone mad. For something I quite dunt understand why...how come every time I do something for the good of you...it turns out that U get mad at me.

All I did was to merely rephrase the things u said...the things i know u din mean.at all. when u said that ..it shouldnt hurt me bt when I did..u say it hurts...dont I have a right to feelings too?

How cld u say she mattered so much than u did? that u mean nothing and u no longer need anyone? they were total opposites of wat was real...for i never wld wanna make u feel that way.....everytime this happens u say u are leaving...like that is all it is worth...u cant pay me back for wat i did...coz u simpily wont be able to afford it...so dont ask me to quote a price...for now i no longer know where I stand...


Well anyway u were upset I shant have said the things I did..there is nothing I can do to take back that one sentence...all I can do is say sorry which I have done so ....numerous times....I cant exactly put a knife down ur throat to accept my apologies...so i dono wat else to do... yeah I am here if u ever wanna start talkin to me...if nt talkin to me makes u happy so let it be..for i dun wanna hear your one worded replies...

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

I wished I had shut up...

Now I feel real rotten.I feel as though I disspointed two people.If only I never said anything none of this would have happened....all I wanted to do was to let U know before things got out of hand bt now I realise that was a mistake.A terrible one.