lunchin at Long Johns

had lunch at long John Silvers with my collegues todae, we were rather busy chattin and laughing since it was kinda rare that almost of us lunch cld tog..we were realli glad...after lunch was over we went back to office and alland on the way back home when we were all walkin to the busstop ..then it stuck me that i was missin of my braces..damnz i had taken them off while lunchin at left it my table at long JOhn Slivers...argh damnz!!!!tHIS wld be the third time i was losin it n it wld cost me a bomb...so we made it back to the place and I asked one of the staffover there abt the frequency of clearin their rubbish n she wasn a bit helpful..so I demanded to see the manager and When he came down

the manager finally relented in lettin me check out the rubbish...haha being a little demandin sure does help :)and by then everyone over there was starin at us.so the manager dragged the rubbish bag to the kitchen when we were ransackin the bin for my braces..haha we muz have looked stupid with all the gloves and our proffesional office wear diggin rubbish!anyway thanks pravin, kishor, geraldine, ferrina and mellisa for diggin in with me ....u guyz were so nice heez thannks!haha the things i put u guyz thru...heez bt its all in the memories ...we wld be laughin abt this in the years to come...yeah i saved 300 bucks...manz i promise i wont ever ever set out of the house with my braces on!!!it was a good thing i was actually stayed on to persuade the manager instead of leaving after the 1st try...juz look at the butterfly effects!

Something that I wanted badly....

hiaz..I realli tot i cld make it for saras wedding in india..it wld so cool to be at the weddin of yr close fren and i haven realli attended a weddin in india before....I even managed to convince my parents to let me go there by myself...

We were soo happy plannin wat to do and stuff on our days there

bt then work had to stop me..it is not exactly possible to apply for a long leave...my bosses wld juz kill me....and I realli need the money for my fees..and my great grandmas hostpital bills...argh sometimes I wished i had juz taken up my dads offer to pay my fees...that way i wldnt have to work soo hard durin holis ....bt dad how can dad be so mean to my sis ...and refuse to pay for her while he offered to pay for mine...and juz coz she cldnt get in the stupid local unis...like that makes a whole lot of difference...hiaz....well since I made my choice of refusin him..i am gonna stick to it no matter wat~

well i guess i juz cant have the luxury of going with saras over there...my collegues frm HP are mostly in Banglaore and have been askin me to come over and offered their houses durin my stay there..so sweet!!!! thanks so much poorvi, dech, manjula, shah and sathya i sure do miss ur 5 yr old daughter ...she was soo attached to you when both yr wife and kid came over to visit you in singapore while u were workin in here ....hiaz...i reallli wish i cld come and visit u guyz .... (haah and i stilll think u realli make a great dad :) ) and my pri sch fren whom i haven seen ages ever since she migrated to Bombay....while at it maybe i cld find my long lost fren meenatchi somewhere in India tooz..haha a whole of peeps....

well one day I am sure i will come and visit you guyz...rite it all juz seems like dream..then againz my uncle's daugther is gettin married in dec in India...so i might have to go over if the weddin is finalised...hmmz maybe i shld start plotting my route to visit u guyz..hehe

Weekends Almost Over...

Todae was mothers day...bt it wasn a big deal for us family coz my mum hardly likes all the commericalised stuff...no flowers..no cakes...no resturant treats. She is one of the most "simplest" person I have ever known...all she wans is a quite day at home. So We juz cooked lunch for her and ordered a simple cake (she hates sugary or sweety stuff...haha a greater health freak than I am :P) And we love u mum....all those u have done for us...a perfect role model for my determination. thanks mommy!!!! *hugs*

In the noon I juz played or tried to play soccer with my bros fren who came over..haha they made me the goal keeper once againz coz I lost the x-box game with them...like watever..i can hardly understand the stupid logic of that x-box game!!!! So i kinda got burned frm the sun bt it was cool all those runnin ard...reminds of my childhood dayz..jeez!

hmmz weekends almost over...the workin week starts...horrors n horrors...holding two jobs aint that fun manz...i finally realise that it aint no joke...argh it is indeed damn tiring! Bt i have got to hold on...worse still my mum is going back to her part time job frm monday...that means we have got to do more housework to help her...two jobs...my tutorin...housework.manz i am going to be burnt out soon..bt i know i can handle it...cant i?

Deaths...

Today we were informed that Malini’s dad passed away in India yesterday, Mela called to pass the news. Heard that Malini and her brother left immediately for India to see witness the rites. I should have called her to console her or at least to say something.

But I din...its not that I am not concerned abt it or anything. Of coz I am, after all we were close once when we were alot younger when I used to stay in Changi village and she was one of the kids who used to hang ard in our neighbour hood gang of kids. But I was too scared to call her...

wat if wat happened 9 yrs ago to my best frens dad happens again? Was it something I said? Maybe I said all the wrong things!

Everyone said that I was being silly and that her sis had her own problems and that it had nothing to do with me or wat I said bt I was young and confused and somehow felt that I played a part in it...it took me a couple of yrs to stop blamin myself.

But until now I dun realli have the guts to talk to anyone who is a relation of a recent deceased one abt the death. I dun even know wat to say! My mum says that I am being chidlish and that was a one off incident. She says that I shld grow out of it...But its so easy to articulate...hmmz I will try to talk to Malini abt it when she comes back. I hope I will. This is not the first time I have done this.

I can’t run away frm it all the time.

A lazy sundae

hmmz today was kinda lazy day...my parents were out of town.
I went for my daily mornin jog and some cyclin
My sis and bro are still havin exams so they are busy studyin for it so i guess i have to do the cookin todae....hmmz....well since the older folks might drop by ard noon...i planned a menu of chicken curry + soup, rice and rasam, it took me the whole morinin to market and cook...at last i was finally done and the kitchen was a total mess!! haha b4 my mum comes yellin after me I beta go clean it up laterz...
In the afternoon i was helpin my bro with his maths problems while tryin to read newspapers and watch the movie which was showin on central..all at the same time....hmmz i have to go prepare for tuition which was scheduled for the later part of the day n after which i wld have to go meet some vani and some my sec sch frens...whom i have seen for the past 6 months....
So i am juz gonna sing "rain rain go away....."