i am tired

I am tired.

Of trying to make things work.

Maybe you don’t feel comfortable talking to me anymore

For which you never explained the reason to me since the beginning of this year

But I think you should at least call back when you receive calls.

If you are busy, it’s perfectly understandable but I don’t see why you can call priya many many times even when you know I am right there beside her yet totally ignore me. And you know yesterday wasn’t the first time.

I am tired of trying to understand what went wrong.

And you seem the least bothered about how I feel about the whole issue, the least bothered about how an open talk would be make me a lot better.

Last year when we were still friends, I tot you will be around for the longest time…that’s how you talked about it as well.

But suddenly strange things will happen and you will disappear and you can reason it as I always disappear from people’s live but to me… I don’t rationalize that.

Nobody likes a forced friendship therefore whatever do what you want and I shall just go on like you don’t exist. ©



I don’t know wats wrong with you. Always telling me to be careful as though I am with the worst criminal in the world.

Always making fun of him….as though I should only be with a model.

Always denying whatever I wanted to talk to you about….so what’s happening? Whos telling me the truth?

How come my idea of my person being frens with my frens is so difficult?

Why isn’t he invited like all the other bf’s?

I am tired of reconciling the difference as well and I don’t like it when you guys make fun of him….I know I always have been image conscious and he mite not fit into your worlds of nice clothes and coolness but how come his nice-ness doesn matter?

So wat if hes younger how do u all know he will leave me? Coz he doesn tell this to his parents….wat if they are already other issues….so what do u all want me to do?
Find a perfect person whos cool, trendy and ready for marriage? ©


I dono wat you are so mad about.

The fact that I din answer your calls for that few minutes?

How about I wasn’t in the state to answer it? How about my head was aching and I feel vommitish and I just wanted to get home first.

What’s wrong if I drank a few glasses instead of a few sips? Why should I always drink a few sips?

Why is it always about how I am making you feel? Why can’t I just do what I want to do for a day?

Why am not responsible if I was sad for one day and I din feel like sleeping ….and I badly wanted to talk?

There was no one to talk to yesterday.

So I spoke to a stranger. It made me feel good because I needed a friend like the ones I had till last year. ©




Now I got to know my senior is resigning as of next Friday and I thought I can many things from her and I really loved her L ©